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Secret Sex Addict

05/24/2010

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I first started having sex when I was 17 about to be 18...I'm 19 and i've had sex with over 25 sexual partners. I don't have an std of yet, and even being in a relationship i'll still sleep around, be it a new sexual partner or an old. I just can't help myself. It's like I just can't stop. Expcially on those nights I'm feeling the urge and someone calls me up and asks for it...i just say no...shame, yes, but I don't care. I'm not ashamed of it(altough I know I should be) it had gotten so bad that I slept with my bestfriend's ex...yeah I felt lousy but that didn't stop me from sleeping with that person...then turning around and sleeping with that person's cousin...disgusting? yup...shameful even...but alas, I don't give a rat's poop. Its like everything comes down to those sweaty moments...when our bodies are touching and when it's all done I just wanna leave. I wonder to myself "WTF, another promise broken" but come the next phone call another day I'm right back at it. I've had sex on bathroom floors, behind houses, in cars ( a mini van once lol), and so many other places. If the sex is good I might keep the same sexual partner for an average of 3 months or so...but as soon as something better comes along or i've been dissatisfied in any kind of way, the old person is getting the boot.. Where is my damn mind, because I must have lost it. Shame is a stranger to me...

Most of the time I use a fake name, so my true identity won't be smeared. If asked my last name I give a fake as well. Your probably thinking I'm a horrible person, but I really don't care. I feel like this "I use protection. So let me do as i like. I get STD screenings every 3 months and if i am to ever get an STD I will let my partner know ahead of time"

And speaking of which...I just got a text...back to the shameless ritual.

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Textbook sex addiction. At least she (he?) isn't in denial.

[an empty frame.|0 likes] [|reply]

well gosh..

[ObsidianDreamer|0 likes] [|reply]

i hope your using protection it would be the smartest thing

[*~Amber~*|0 likes] [|reply]

They say that they're using protection.

[BloopSecrets|0 likes] [|reply]

if you're going to fool around at least be smart about it and use protection. you'll regret it if you don't

[.Jess|0 likes] [|reply]

They say that they're using protection.

[BloopSecrets|0 likes] [|reply]

yeah. sorry. reread it.

[.Jess|0 likes] [|reply]

I believe they said they use protection. Jesus.

[an empty frame.|0 likes] [|reply]

i dont understand. why would you want a std though..you say you would warn your partner ahead of time..well why would you want to have to warn them?

[.Jess|0 likes] [|reply]

This person does not want an STD. They were stating that they use protection and get tested regularly to ensure that they are ok. They are only stating that should an STD occur, full disclosure would be given to anyone they are interested in sleeping with. You might want to re-read it again, hon. lol

[Mommy_Bunny|0 likes] [|reply]

19 and 25 partners? OH MY GOOD GOD. I thought my 5 was impressive

[Acid FairyStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Lol, and here I am with my 3

[Jessica|0 likes] [|reply]

As long as you're being safe and not lying to people... It's your life/body!

[Poetic Justice|0 likes] [|reply]

You AREN’T using protection and here is why. HPV which causes cancers of the cervix, mouth, penis, and throat are all transmittable by the skin around the condom that comes in contact (I know someone who got it and had cancer at 16 after having sex ONCE with a condom and a tampon...yes a tampon, she was a virgin and didn't know better, but she still got HPV and had cancer within a year) HPV causes warts which aren't like normal warts, they are painful and bleed and have to be cut off and cause infection and can blind your child someday if not treated properly when you give birth. Also herpes is spread by skin to skin contact of the area around the condom; herpes will spread to your mouth eventually and can blind you if you accidentally spread it to your eyes. You will give it to your babies when you kiss them goodnight someday. So tell me, are you being safe? Or are you playing with fire. Just think about it. It can't be undone and the tests you are getting every few months, they don't include those STDs, that is a difference pap smear test as well a different blood test, both are only provided with special request and extra charges. Just sayin. Wise up and get help for your addiction before you do something that can't be undone.

[BeccaRellyStar|0 likes] [|reply]

^^Great reply.

[A.Classic.Disaster|0 likes] [|reply]

Alright.
There is a girl name Brittany who lives around here and
she is a sex addict and has sex with EVERYONE and ANYONE
who wants to have sex with her; and Brittany is under the
impression that she has "what men really want" and "what
men have to WORK to get" but what she doesn't realize is what
trash everyone is talking about her.
Brittany doesn't know that all the men she sleeps
with are telling their friends how "having sex with her is like
having sex with a jar of mayonnaise". I've even heard guys say,
"Having sex with her is like having sex with an open window."
EVERYONE around here knows that when you want a quick
piece of easy ass, you call Brittany because she will have sex with you.
She has no standards, she has no shame.
She has one child right now who is 1 and she is pregnant again.
She has no idea who the father of her children are.
She assumes the one she's pregnant with now belongs to a guy named Richard
but she has no idea because she has sex with everyone.
I'd say it feels horrible to not know your childs father, and to have children
with men who you don't even love, MEN WHO TALK PURE SHIT ABOUT
YOU AFTER THEY PULL OUT AND GO HOME TO THEIR GIRLFRIENDS AND WIVES.

You should get help and try to keep your dignity because I've seen firsthand
the kind of horrible, disgusting things men say.
They're telling their friends, their family, anyone who will listen.
You might think it's some secret but I can guarantee that it's not.

[A.Classic.Disaster|0 likes] [|reply]

your saying your not ashamed.. but yet you use a different name. if you weren't ashamed you'd use your true name

[.Ban.Ignorance.|0 likes] [|reply]

I agree with the person above.. you are ashamed. You don't want your boyfriend to know, you fake yourself... it's not right. Leave your boyfriend if you're going to sleep around so much. I feel so bad for him.. he probably doesn't deserve this. You really do need help... I suggest going to rehab.

[GiveMeHope-1225|0 likes] [|reply]

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