i was doing fine, you know. you were with her, and i had accepted that and moved on. we were friends..friends that barely talk, but still friends. everything was fine until that night.
when i saw you, and you were talking, it made me think of all those late nights where we would discuss the future, and how much you wanted me in it. about the conversations about what should i do with this person and how to deal with that person. when you told me your deepest secrets, how much you regret cheating on your first real girlfriend, why you had a falling out with your friends, even why you dropped out of college..memories flashed before me and i fell in love with you again that night.
i was ready to go on, but you stopped me. you came over, and we kissed. i stopped you, told you that this wasn't right, i didn't want you cheating on your current girlfriend. but you said it was fine, you were done with her and you wanted only me. you glamored about how much you missed me, how you feel completely alone in your relationship, even how you can't trust her like you trust me.
that was 4 weeks ago. you haven't talked to me sense. that night i made you promise not to break my heart again. well, you broke your promise. |