sometimes i wonder what it'd be like if i was still with you. don't get me wrong, i hate your guts for everything that you've put me and my daughter through. but, i wonder where my life would be and what i would be doing at this exact moment if i'd never left you.
I wonder that sometimes. But in the 3 years be and my ex had been split up, we tried to fix things 1 time each year. It never worked. It would never work. There is a reason he is an ex and in the past. But that didn't mean I didn't think about it. But I know that it's better that he did leave and we never fixed things.