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Swapping Pasts & Futures

04/16/2012

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Sometimes I wish I could trade my childhood with someone else. It doesn't matter who. If I could just swap out the childhood I had with someone who had more opportunities, more love, more peace, then I feel like I wouldn't struggle as much with myself. It always seems like I'm alone and like people ignore me. Oftentimes, they do forget I'm around and treat me so carelessly. I think if I had not been forced into being so quiet and alone, I wouldn't be the way I am today.

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You can't change your past, but you can ALWAYS work on your present/future. It might not be easy at first, but you'll get used to it. If people aren't paying attention to you, MAKE them notice you! Stand apart from the crowd (in a good way, of course), and people will definitely see you!

[Poetic Justice|0 likes] [|reply]

*ugh* okay out of alot, i didnt have a normal childhood i had bio parents that *didnt* want me because im deaf... and i had someone else raise me... i had heart aches but i wouldnt trade my childhood for nothing, it makes me stronger... why dont you focus on now than the past? sounds like you want a pity party i aint giving it to you

[The Dreaming Wife |0 likes] [|reply]

i can totally relate

[Immortal Shadows|0 likes] [|reply]

For a moment I thought I had wrote this and sent it in and just forgot =P I feel like that quite often. But I try to focus on what I gained from my childhood. I'm more thoughtful and caring of other people because instead of being outgoing and boastful, I'm used to being quiet and reflective. I have higher quality friends than tons of shallow friendships. I have felt what it's like to be alone and have to work for what I want, so I can build a new life for myself. Yes, our childhoods sucked in some ways, but if I can pull myself out of it, so can you.

[Shadowscapes|0 likes] [|reply]

If you blame your past for your present and let it predict your future, then it is you that is making that choice and not your past. I spent 10 years blaming my past and the people in it for who I was... it was only when I took responsibility for my own life and started thinking about others (my newborn child for example) instead of myself that I found it was only me who'd been holding me back...

[Prometheus|0 likes] [|reply]

I would never want to change my childhood - all the travelling and life experience and the chance I got being adopted. . .
Though, there are certain things I would have liked to have changed. I think a lot could relate to this.
Also, it would be epic to go back in time to certain points of life with the knowledge I have now =D

But then again, impossible.
So, like first comment says, it is best to work on your present/future; also, good to learn from the past as it is responsible for who you are today, imho =)
♥

[Bellatrix|0 likes] [|reply]

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