I can't help it. I have never stopped talking to my first love. We will call him "B."
B and I have known each other since I was 17. We spent EVERYDAY together for over a year. And i'm serious about the everyday, there never went a day without him.. most nights I slept at his house.
B and I broke up on good terms. I had to move.
He couldn't come. He has a child. And only get's "c" on the weekends. So I didn't want to ask him to leave his child for me.
Well B and I have always talked, we'll fight every now and than because he want's me to leave my husband "L" and I can't because we have a child together. B lives in another state. But I honestly love him more than my husband. What a horrible wife am I?
Maybe it's because L (my husband) has not been "touching" me in so long. Maybe it's because I love B with all my heart and I just can't seem to shake my love for him.
You may ask why I didn't move back to be with B before I became a couple with my husband? Well, We lost touch for a year and I found him after I was married.
Sometimes I want to leave L for B .. but I guess you could say I don't have the balls.
SOMETIMES I JUST BLOCK B FOR A WHILE BUT I CAN'T STOP TALKING TO HIM.. IT'S LIKE I'M ADDICTED TO HIM...
I love him & my husband...
I've known him 5 years.. and no matter how much I try and be a good person... I just keep running to him.. his love for me is pure |
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