We were the best of friends. We were soulmates. We had years of laughter and terrific memories. It didn't look like anything could rip us apart.
Life happened, we both changed, and I had to end our friendship. It was the right thing to do, though I hated to do it.
I hated that you criticized my life and my decisions. Your "holier than thou" attitude made me sick. I especially hated the fact that you thought being my friend had become a "chore", but yet you kept on being my friend because you wanted to be the martyr. Well, I took your burden away.
I said all those horrible things to you because I wanted to hurt you the way you hurt me. I regret it now. I wish I ended things between us differently.
I will admit, I do miss the person I used to know. I miss the friendship that we used to have. I miss the good old days. I wish things hadn't changed. At least I have the memories.
Thanks for the memories.
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