I split up with my ex because he was less than faithful to me. There were other things too.
This was a while back, but here lately i've been missing him like crazy. I've never loved anyone the way I loved him, I truly believed that he was my one. And it makes me really angry thinking about the fact that he could ruin something that could ruin something so perfect.
Because when it was good, it was the best i've ever felt.
I'm super confused about what to do. And recently we may have made out. Which only confuses me more.
I'm putting this on here because I don't want people to hate me or tell me i'm stupid.
My heart wants to try again, but the logical side of me says it won't work. Even if things were different, would I really be able to trust him again?
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