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To Be or Not To Be...
It's Reign's birthday!!! My baby is 2 year old officially today!! Grandma and Great Grandma sent presents from MD in a big box via overnight mail. Of course they didn't wrap them because I guess that's what mommys are supposed to do.
Got a text from Eric this morning asking me to wish Happy Birthday to Reign. I don't really grasp the point of him trying to communicate anymore. I talked to him a few days ago and came to a realization... he was high as a kite on who knows what. He didn't make sense, so I said what I had to say and let it at that. I told him that I came to this epiphany- that happiness is a choice. We can choose to be happy with what we have in our lives or we can choose to be miserable at what's happened in our past. There really isn't a gray area here. I told him that he made the choices he made which led to this, and now I've made the choice to move on, be happy and specifically be happy someone who wants nothing more than to make me happy. Like Adelle says, "We could have had it all" ! I also told him to be careful what he wishes for in the future because while my actions were unforgivable, he's the one who walked away. He said that he gets high just to make it through the day, and without Reign and I nothing really matters anymore. I hate to see him that way, but it just goes along with the grass isn't really greener cliche. My own insecurities about safety and security tell me that breaking ties with Eric isn't the smartest thing to do, but life is about chances and risks... and I can't punish Marc anymore for something he can't even help- I can't punish him for not being Eric. I think that's what I was doing.
I am on the other hand going to drive to Toledo and beat somebody up. Not really- but I'd like to. School started yesterday and guess who was dropped from classes? ME! Son-of-a.... This is ridiculous. I called and called until they were irritated with me to see what was going on because being dropped from a class is going to royally F my financial aid, and I'm only 5 months from being done my degree so I can't have this happening right now. They said that there was some computer error, and the glitch caused the system to think I didn't have any pre-reqs completed, so it dropped me from the class. Unbelievable. I'm still not in the system!
Called my mom to bitch earlier, and she said I have the worst luck. Ain't that the truth.
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