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In The Shadows
by Concrete Rose

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Tiring

07/23/2012

Things have been pretty hectic around here lately with the kids. I liked it better when Katelynn was a baby and Lucas was 6. Things just seemed easier. Now Katelynn is a picky eater and independent and gets whiny and whatnot.



Last week I took Lucas to see Ice Age 4. It was pretty good. Then last Thursday Sheila and I took all the kids mini-golfing. It wasn't bad, but I probably wouldn't do it again.  Sheila's kids are very bratty and she doesn't discipline them. They think Seth has ADHD or something, but he can't get tested until January. But in the meantime they still let him throw tantrums and slam doors.



Last night the kids played together for a whopping 45 minutes and Seth hit Lucas twice with toys, and Sheila didn't do anything about it. So I don't think they'll be playing together for a while. Lucas and Katelynn know better and know how to apologize, but Sheila didn't even make Seth say he was sorry.



I just hope Jen and Chris are getting their shit together. I like having the kids here, but it's stressful and very tiring. Katelynn doesn't nap, so you feel like you don't get a break at all. And if she does happen to fall asleep, she wakes up in the worst mood. They are still good kids, and are doing pretty damn good from being away from their parents.



Work has been ok. We're officially Shop N' Save now. I'm so sick of customers, though. The only thing that happened to the store was a name change! Nothing else is different! But God forbid something change in this town. Everyone freaks out. I'm also sick of some of the people I work with, but that's nothing new. Yesterday I was tired and had headache and had to listen to Julie and Heather's mouths for 4 hours. My last 3 hours went a lot better since I was with Connie and Holly.



Kim got her own apartment. It's a studio, but it's still nice. Her Mom understands her moving out, but her Dad is being a dick. Last week she wanted to show us it, but then her Dad said they were going to Bradford. They never went! Then I guess she was showing Sheila last night and her Dad called her 3 times! He told her that even though she has her own place now, she still has to tell them where they are. What!? But the night before her Mom said she didn't care. So it's obviously her Dad... She's almost 27 and I hope she tells her Dad to back off a little. I understand they are a close family, but good grief!



And seeing her getting her own place makes me really want to be out on my own. I'm ready to get out of here and move somewhere. I'm now debating whether to go to NC and live with Christine and Sandy. I still wouldn't be on my own and have my own place. Yes, I could live with them until I got a job and found a place, but then I would have to move again and find a place to store my stuff in the meantime. I don't know!



Last Tuesday I started my period. Now that it's done with I feel somewhat dizzy and anxious. Obviously something in my body is still fucked up. It doesn't help that I'm exhausted and can't get enough sleep.



Last Sunday Mark txted me. It's not often he does on a Sunday because he's usually busy. Then on Monday he called me. I was a little shocked, but happy about it. I made him horny and he wanted to masterbate for me. I told him a few months ago I miss him doing that.



I guess I don't have much more to say. I work at 3 and might get in the pool before. The kids usually have a good time in it.

 


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Used to have a shop n save near me. I also hate customers

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