I cant get this out of my head,
it keeps repeating over and over
Is it real or just a fantasy
of what I really want to see
is it meant to be
or is it just me?
I'm sick of getting hurt over and over
I'm sick of thinking its real and then it turns into a false fantasy.
and untrue reality.
I dont trust a soul.
I wish I could but I keep getting hurt
so I dont know why I should.
this hurts like hell
I thought my heart was doing better
but now its not doing so well
I thought you can make it through the stormy weather
but its to hard to tell.
I dont think that your really there
I think your something made up from
someone who doesnt care.
I have this hurtful pain in my heart
and instead of putting it together its tearing it apart.
I wish someone could turn this untrue reality
into reality but I guess good love stories only happen in movies.
I just want my own fairytale.
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