I found out that my friend Taylor is going to be in town on Saturday and Sunday next week.
I'm excited, I haven't seen that kid in AGES! And we're suppose to hang out. I still have to tell Jake about it. But I figure they'll get along.
I'm making my doctors appointment soon. <3 I'm ecited for that too. Tajuana said that I should be able to hear the heart beat soon. I think i'll cry.
Jerimiah said that it was weird for him to get use to the fact that i'm going to have a baby.
He thinks it's weird for him.
I have a tiny life growing inside me everyday. In 9 months i'll be able to hold my own child.
Then i'll have a baby that grows into a toddler, which will grow into a teenager, and so on. The whole time looking twords me and Jake to help it make the right decisions. Teach it right from wrong. And be good parents.
I'm in a whole new world right now.
And it hasn't even happened yet. lol.
And people think it's weird for them.
I'm also trying to find homes for 4 puppies. I hope I can get some soon. They need good homes.
Put all that on top of trying to sort out my medical shit, get a job, get my damn GED results back, And spend time with my love and my friends.
Every day is tiresome.
Plus my boobs hurt, raging hormones, and getting ill when I eat.
I've been left tired, and odly, really happy at the end of the day. lol.
I don't know. Every day is a blessing I guess.
I'm around amazing people all the time. Me and my family are actually getting along.
Lifes pretty good.
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