If I could live forever....

I saw that question on the front page and decided I wanted to answer it.
No, I would not choose to live forever.
Coming from someone who's afraid of dieing due to all the questions I still have.
That's a lot to say.

I wouldn't be able to do it.
Seeing all my friends, all my family, and everyone that I care about die.
And I just keep going, it would be to much for me.
I don't think i'd be able to handle it at all.

Now, if everyone that I ever loved, my family, and all those people I mentioned before could live right along with me.
Then maybe we could talk about it.
As a matter of fact, i'm sure we could talk about it then.

Anyway, right now i'm waiting from the oh so fateful text from Christy telling me that she's at Davids house.
Because we're going to hang out tonight!

I got to hang out with her earlier today too.
After Jake went to work, she came and got me and we went a few places.
At Kmart I almost DIED!
Not dramatic at all right?
lol.

But anyway.
It was hot as hell in the place and I ended up getting really sick because I was over heating.
Then we went to Goodwill.
Got some shirts and a few other things.
Christy got me the shirts.
Then we went to her house to try out her new system.
It worked.
End of story....

Tomorrow me and Jake are going to Terre Haute.
He's going to take me out to eat and then we're going to books a million.
I've never been.
SO, i'm really excited.
I love to read.
One little known fact about me, i'm a GIANT book nerd.

Then we're going to come back and hang out with Robert and Cody.
Probably Tajuana too.
Cody has been dieing to play this new game of his with Jake.
So he's going to play it with him while we're there.

Monday and Wed. i'm hanging out with Christy.
Don't know what we're going to do, we never do.
But it'll be fun.
The only thing on the list is to find a cheap DS.
Who knows what then.

I'm going to find out the sex of Grape Face on the 5th.
Super excited about that.

Jake got his loan today, so we're going to get our place soon.

I have to call Medicade next week because they're fucking ALL my shit up.

And Jake got to meet Devon and he liked him.
So that was good.

This week has been really good.
I've gotten to see my friends a lot more in the last few weeks, and that makes me happy.
And I even painted something else for Jake last night.

Life is pretty sweet.
<3

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