I am sorry about your G-ma. It is not easy to have that thing happen I know. My G-pa died of cancer that got into his bones. When they said they couldn't help him he said to hell with it and stopped taking the meds they had him on for 6 years. The only thing left of him I have is and old toy he made for me and the hereditary color blindness.
I saw Watchmen with neko sakura-kun. It...was...interesting...DEAR GOD WHY DIDN'T DR. MANHATTEN WHERE SOME PANTS? My theory is that he was scarred by a pair of pants when he was a child and has long term mental scars there.
I really hope your life picks up soon. See ya later.