Caleb is taking forever to eat! I want to go swimming, he better hurry :]
Anyway... i'm at the building and I found some old things of mom's in a box. Her personal stuff.. quotes, inspirational things and cancer documents/bills. I found one peice of paper that says this...
"Ignite success in all areas of your life.
Wrap your mind around the idea that
whatever path you choose to take
on your rode to wellness should involve
you working with your own mind,
thoughts and emotions.
Live a life full of
good intentions,
gratitude,
faith,
forgiveness,
and joy
And you will watch miracles become
a daily happening in your life."
It's written all pretty with lines and curly drawings on the outside, it's so pretty. At the bottom it says...
"Follow your bliss. The heroic path is living the individual adventure. Nothing is exciting if you know what the outcome will be. To refuse the call means stagnation. -Joseph Campbell"
hehe.. it makes me smile :] I miss her like CRAZY. But... I know she's not in pain. I wish she would have never gotten cancer. I know everything happens for a reason but I fail to see the reasoning in her getting cancer and dying.. it's God's will. I know. I need to keep thinking that. She made SO many people happy and there was not ONE person I knew that didn't love her. They don't make them like that anymore. Anyway i'm not being sappy, just nostalgic. :] hmm. Caleb's pretty much done so I guess I better get a move on before Jenn leaves without me. I've got some plans tomorrow that i'm very happy about... yay :] ta ta for now!
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