Yesterday marked six months since the first time we went out for a drink. It feels like so much longer than that as so much has happened. Friday will be our 6 month anniversary. We're going out for a curry for Alyson's birthday anyway so that'll be nice. Thinking about getting a nice bouquet of flowers from an actual florist...
Yesterday we sang at Logan's christening which was fine. When we got back...there was a discussion about how Sarah felt there had been some distance between us for the last few weeks. Obviously this was very upsetting. Apparently a few weeks ago she told me she'd emptied a drawer for me so I could keep my overnight stuff there and I dismissed it  I don't know why and don't really remember the incident. I felt absolutely awful and cried for what felt like forever. I never want to make her feel sad or upset, which apparently I did. I had the worst headache all day then as I'd cried so much. Went to sleep around 9 and woke up feeling better at least. We've talked since and have cleared everything up and made sure we both know how the other feels. Honestly I've never felt so shitty and guilty.
I'm having Sam tonight, so I'll have to walk him tomorrow. Should be fine...
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