So seeing as loads of people are doing this ten days thing, I figure I may as well do it, if only to keep busy!
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. (in no particular order)
1. I'm glad it's over between us, and I'm sorry for the way I treated you towards the end. I know it was wrong and probably disrespectful. I'm glad you had the courage to do what I couldn't and finish it for the greater good. Even though I know you gave up a good thing for some stupid girl, I needed to be set free..so... thanks. I'll never forget you, for the good reasons and also the reasons which I never want to repeat with anyone else.
2) You mean a lot to me, and I hope one day we could maybe be together. I don't know if you're running scared or what, but I'm still hung up on you.
3) I'll never forgive you for the way you treated me...youre the reason why I have little self confidence and doubt myself too much. If murder was legal, you'd be first on my list!
4) It seems like you only want to know sometimes when you're not busy with your boyfriend. I do exist at other times...and being single now means I'm lonely
5) Thank you for being there for me when I needed someone to listen. I know I've not known you long at all, in fact only 3 or 4 months but you already know some things even my oldest friends don't know. I hope I was some comfort to you when you & Ceri split up, if only because I could relate to the reason why.
6) I wish you lived closer to me, I can tell you anything and I know you can tell me anything too. I've always wanted a male friend I can tell anything to, and you're it, but you're far too far away!
7) I'm sorry I won't see you grow up any more - I find it hard to accept that, especially as I've known you all since you were born, knowing I won't see you again is hard. i wonder if you'll remember me when you're older.
8) I don't belong here any more...I don't know where I belong, everywhere feels wrong.
9) I miss you. We don't keep in touch as much as we should.
10) Thank you for supporting me in everything I do! Even going to church when I know you don't believe in that sort of thing! I'll be there for you and Esme every step of the way xD
That took ages to think of ten things! |
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