Last night I spent quite a lot of time looking at thinspiration pictures online. I'm never gonna be thin and I accept that, but I see no harm in checking out people's pictures of before and after as long as they're not unrealistic. Sarah was very unhappy at me looking at these things and lectured me long and hard about getting an eating disorder! As if I have time for that.
I did wake up this morning with zero appetite though and went back to bed about 8. Woke up about 11, still not hungry but I did have a stomach ache. Had a cuppa and some toast. Weight watchers soup and a bread roll for lunch and I'm keeping on with the water. Mid week weigh shows I've lost 2lbs since Saturday, but we will see if that's still showing on Saturday. I want this so bad...and I'm getting so pissed that I'm getting nowhere with it.
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