havent written in a bit..

03/31/2011

I don't have too much to say i guess..nothing much has changed, I'm still at home, but thinking a lot about moving on again, but I can't do anything for a few months before I can get some money together. Feeling a little bit better day by day about what's been happening, just trying to push all the horrible feelings, resentment and bitterness to the bottom of me and carry on with life as normal. Part of me kinda feels like I want to be with someone now, but I don't know if that's just because he has moved on, or what. I kinda feel like I can't trust anyone now..I guess this is normal. Also I want to be able to be free and just be myself (whatever that is) for a while..without getting tied down to someone else.

hmm I guess I don't have much else to say. ttfn!