not much to write, got my christmas do tonight for asda, even though its looking more and more likely that hardly anyone will turn up, jenna is ill, bec is ill, mags has a carol concert, and i just get fed up that everyone always lets me down. sigh. was meant to meet bec wednesday for a drink because I really needed someone to talk to - she cancelled an hour beforehand saying she was ill, she was in work the next day though, and has been ill since then - i know she went drinking thurs night though so Im a bit pissed that she could go out then but not go out with me - if she didnt want to go she only needed to say. feeling more and more like Im there to listen to everyone else but nobody seems to want to ever listen to me...and the few people i know i can trust and talk to openly, are never there when i need them. siiiiiiiiiigh.
hmmm what else..college is going ok, quite a lot of work, and I have got a shedload of books to read, none of them are compulsory, but I would like to get carl rogers' book, all the other ones i have are psychology books, which arent exaaaaactly on the course but Im fascinated by it so Im reading it anyway, also ordered an ellen degeneres book, god she's so funny! |
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