today was a bit of a weird one...after bec and i finished work at 11, we went back to hers, got changed and all that jazz..then went off to the merrie harrier for a drink. we got talking..and long story short, i basically ended up coming out to her ..she looked kinda pleased with herself, as if she thought as much, but didn't want to say? and she said that too. she said she had good gaydar..and that played on my mind a little bit, so i asked her what she meant, but by this time she was a bit drunk (so i thought maybe best time to ask, get an honest answer, lmao). and she was going on about how much she liked talking to me because I was honest and we could just chat about anything really. it feels really like a big weight has been lifted off my shoulders in a way, now she knows, but I have asked her to keep it under her hat, so to speak; and I know she will respect that she's gay anyway so I know she'll understand this.
had to leave at 5 anyway because i had to get to work in dominos, traffic was awful coming back, weather was rainy and foggy, and to top it all off my petrol was running low so i had to drive at like 50mph the whole way, so i was a few mins late for work, got into the kitchen at 6:05pm to hear lisa asking where I was, lmao it was pretty busy tonight, 2 instore is NOT enough! MAD!!! good thing i changed into my uniform at bec's, or Id have been even later going home to get changed! Bahh!
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