Coincidence or...

07/18/2009

Hahaha. Okay, this will be a short-ish one.

Jessi is a girl I've suspected of crushing on me for quite some time. I think I've hinted to her more than most that I'm gay, but whatever. So I'm Skype-calling her (I talk to her on my mic, she types back) and we are taking a Myspace survey together. We get to the question "Has anyone said they loved you in the last week?" and I said "yep". I asked her and she said, "mother and father, / that's sad" I said, "Aww. I love you, too!" in what I thought was a just-friends way. Her response after a full minute: "gtg" and she went offline.

I feel so sorry for her. I hate being a gay guy in a straight society, but she's gotta feel bad too. Then again, to her it is just me not telling she's coming on, I think. Ah! This is too annoyingly confusing.