BEGIN AWKWARD SEXUAL POST~
I took an evening nap (not smart, but whatever) and had an embarrassingly graphic dream. Now, as a teenage male, I of course have sex dreams. But this one was different in two significant respects: 1) I wasn't even involved; I was an observer and 2) the guys having sex were people I know "IRL".
Gahhhh, that's so WEIRD. To me, at least. I've only ever fantasized about models, actors, porn stars, etc...and yes this was fantasizing because the guy who was bottoming is a recurring crush of mine since freshman year.
That guy's name is Shawn. I've always wanted him to be gay because that would just make him such an interesting person (honestly, I know he still wouldn't be with me...). He's a great baseball player, mega-jock type, but still nice and funny. He's actually smart (AP Calculus and AP Psychology), too. AND GODDAMN SO FINE. MMM. It's no wonder he starred in a dream (at last). I kind of wish I hadn't woken up, cause that was niiice.
Okay, awkward post over. |
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