So not ready. So, the stylist, Josh, is 19. And apparently I have a date Wednesday.
oh god oh god oh god.
First (real) date. First gay guy. First kiss? Augh.
If my parents knew...
FUCKK
Also probably going to a less-than-legal party this weekend. Not sure if I'll do anything, though...
hm
I feel like I'm a totally different person and I'm not even sure if that's good or not.
So weird. So lost. What is this? |