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begin. I just wanted to throw a quick entry in here before my next one, which will be an "interview" I'm supposed to conduct for that damn history class.
Okay, so my crush.
Uhg. Caleb is some weird entity that I cannot figure out. He's really good looking and very nice, but I honestly don't think I've ever talked to him. Ever. I see him most days in Trig and every now and then in the halls, just like any other student in this godforsaken school.
The other day I got a text from Facebook (yeah, I set that up. Did it for Twitter too. ) saying that he had added me as a friend. I practically hated myself for doing the whole "ohmygodohmygod heknowsIexist ohmygod" thing for something so meaningless. Then I actually check Facebook to see that he'd added about 40-50 other people from school, making me actually realize how pointless my reaction was.
UHG. Teenage brains suck.
So, today I went with my dad to pick my sister and her friend up from the movies. We went to Sam's Club (for those not familiar, it's one of those enormous stores where you buy things in bulk) to get some groceries. Guess who works there. -_- Bleck.
Why do I even care about this guy? He's just someone else totally oblivious to who I really am. Definitely no way for him to be gay, so why doesn't my brain just naturally realize that it needs to give up the poor fight? Why does my breath catch a bit when I hear his name or see his face? GAH.
Screw crushes. Screw high school. I'm ready for college.end. | | |
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