ryc: haha i know you are, but Majd wants to avoid trouble lol...haha make her into a rebel and we will all be set to go! haha im just really mad about the phone call.
ryc: hahahahaha you may have to kick your own butt because we all try to stop each other from getting to 500 pounds XD. but let me know if you know who bothers you...i will insert my yelliness too.
Thank you for the welcome, and thanks for the comment.
I've gone through a lot of recent changes in my life, some out of my control and some with my control, but these nightmares aren't something that have just started. I've had them for years, but they always followed patterns and such. These just come from nowhere, lol.
Yeah, that's what you'd think.. but it just doesn't get any easier. It's kind of like how when you're used to having your hopes crushed, it doesn't hurt any less just because it happens frequently. .-.
I've always dreamed of the monsters and the blood and lots of other twisted things. That's just how my personality is, but normally.. my dreams have some sort of symbolic reasoning behind them. These.. I just can't make sense. Giant roses, books, ice, nothing seems related. .-.
Yeah, it's weird to keep having these dreams, but it's just something that's always been there since around the age of six.
I know what started giving me nightmares, it happened when I was six, but if I ever have a dream about that incident it's real specific, as if I were reliving it.
I've wondered if I should try to look up dream analysis, but like you say.. everything is different for other people. Someone could dream of rain and it be because they're thinking of "cleansing" themselves, or someone could dream of rain and it be because they have a fear of drowning and it traumatizes them.
No we didn't go bowling la2enno Jazar had to go home early and we left the restaurant at 5:30. kanat already mraw7a men zamaaan. Then Manal told me that your father ma 2ebel! Fa ma dal 7ada yroo7 and we were like screw it =P
Jazar was there but I wanted to post only 1 pic. and No I didn't order steak I ordered a chicken platter XD Ma3 enno kan bwedee =P
I don't know how there can be someone so hurtful in someone so amazing, either, I just hope that the unpleasant side finds a way to go for good one day.
Aw, thanks for saying I have a nice way of expressing myself. =)
ryc: hahahah Curtis lives right behind me and i didnt know they were going to sneak out so i didnt take shoes since i was just going to his house.
and sneaking out is fun, but you have to be careful...and you cant take food with you because it makes too much noise. you wouldnt be able to stop eating to sneak out
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Hmm, maybe hay el aswat el '3areebeh heyyeh actually el aswat in the videos? HAHA e7temal ya3nee... bafarjeekee eyahom ba3dain. Heyyeh lolo bsara7a was having a bad hair day ma atwa8a3 enha tnaksho marra tanyeh! XD
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Of course I'm gonna remind you! Kolhom bedhom tazbeet! I was gonna say mo36a bas na2esnee halla2 1000 bany 2adam yeejee yes2alnee eash ya3nee el ar8am bel kalemat? zay hadeek el marra =P
W wala yhemmek jayeh kol saneh bnafs el maw3ed hehe