ok as an update for starters i got pregnant by chris and found out in may and miscarried recently and chris and i have been dateing he still continues to study chess and I fell in love with him and he cares about me.We have been forced apart cause i got kicked out of the shelter i met him at and now im struggleing for servival and chris may or may not care or even want me anymore we dont talk much and when we do its usually a negative conversation and so i dont know where our relationship is going and the rockyness leads me to believe it will end soon i hope not but i just dont know i will try to keep you all posted as often as possible |