All this non-use of my penis friend over the last few days has made me so horny that I'm just fucking miserable now. Luke has been demanding that I still service him orally on command so that has in some ways helped and in other ways made it worse. It's helped in that I just want cock in my mouth and I live having it there and it makes me feel good but it's shit because once he's done I want to fuck something so bad.
It's not so injured anymore, just a little bruised still, but Luke's having fun with it and has decided to play doctor and not let me touch it until it's 100% healed. Literally, I'm not allowed to touch it. He's been cleaning it for me, having me get on all fours in the bath tub and soaping me up then hosing me down like a dog. And I have to sit down to pee, which sucks because that's a rule that I enforced on my own sub and now that it's being enforced on me I'm like "....no! It's not cool when it's happening to ME!" But of course the more I hate it, the more I love it and I love and worship him for making me want something that I hate.
All of this has NOTHING to do with my original injury, it wouldn't really make a difference if I were to hold it to piss or to clean it myself but he says if I don't know how to look after it properly then he'll have to do it for me until I learn. *sigh* I love it. So degrading. He makes me feel like shit, my heart sinks and my cock grows and then I just feel so pathetic I want to fall to the floor and kiss his feet and god... shittt... someone make this boner go away... Nnnnnooo yes yes yes. 
*sigh* It's such a headfuck because I've laughed at and teased my sub for him being so desperate to touch himself that he begins to fuck the air, and here I just caught myself doing the same thing. If he can do this to ME, then I worship him all the more. Fuck. I'm going to crawl to bed and beg him to let me sleep on the bed with him to keep him warm. Even if it's just curled up by his feet.
...Yeah, we're experimenting with pet play, if it wasn't already obvious. Surprisingly powerful form of submission. I llllllllove crawling... and I love being tickled and patted... and I love love love being bathed...
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