everything hurts
ive been crying (stfu) for three hours
i cant even remember why
one thought leads to another
die die die
i wish i could sleep.
my heart feels heavy
lump weight in its cage
my lids open wide
but brain dead and gasping
and the lump in my throat
and the lump in my chest
and the fist in my gut
it won't settle down
it won't be silent now
i can't close my eyes
i can't stop screaming
it won't be silent now
i can't stop screaming
i won't be silent now
i can't close my eyes
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