Just about an hour ago, I had a brief moment of “break-down” of “when, God, when.” Then came the realization of the question, “When did you really give it all? Since your decision during the crisis, and the recovery of the crisis, and you got on this “Road Less Traveled”, when did you really GIVE IT ALL. When did you give it everything IN YOUR STROKE OR YOUR AUTHENTIC SWING. I am not talking about the typical works, or the studying. I AM TALKING ABOUT YOUR AUTHENTIC SWING. WHEN DID YOU GIVE IT ALL YOU’VE GOT for at least two months.” I haven’t given it all at any point. Not 2 months. Not even one month. I’ve been holding back and my efforts have been half-assed.
“There’s no where left to fall, when you reached the bottom IT’S NOW OR NEVER…”
“Now is the time. Strike that ball. Don’t hold nothing back. Now is the time.” Now is the time to sacrifice on the altar and give it all you’ve got. Do it for two months. Then get on vacation and re-assess and re-create. Go on a break either with like-minds or alone. Do not go with un-like minds.
“What I am talking about is a game, a game that can’t be won, but only played…” You are being influenced by this world, this environment, and people around you again. You are trying to “win”. It’s a game that CAN’T BE WON, BUT ONLY PLAYED.
When you reach the first intermediate desirable outcome, remember these words - “We ain’t done yet.”