sometimes i dont understand drama.
Kay, well im in high school this year you know, and i've been craming for tests and such, and i've just been really busy, well one day i just go off the handle. People were worried about me, and one of those people were my best friends crush. he comes up to me and says "are you okay mallori? im worried about you." i thought he was kidding because i know he likes Jamie. And so i say "yeah." he's like "okay well im sorry your frustrated." Jamie got mad at me because he talked to me and asked me if i was okay. So were not talking right now. Im not worried, im just scared she'll never talk to me again..
I really didn't mean to do that, I hope she goes and talks to Daimeon about that.
So about flying off the handle. yeah i'm bipolar. .-. im scared alot of people will hate me because im bipolar, because they think i'll turn on them or kill em. Im not murderous. but the doctor said i was suicidal and didn't know it. i didn't understand that part but okay. and then like he said i needed councling. i said okay sure. and so my first appointment in on november 2nd. and 1:30.
im sad. please help me.