Her to me once again from January
i absolutely love love love tht song. your so god damn amazing trish. im so glad tht your in my life baby. i never thought i would be this happy again. youve become my heart, my soul, my world, my everything. i love you so much. i cant wait to hold you in my arms n kiss you. you are the best thing tht has ever happened to me baby n i love you do fuckin much. mwah mwah mwah :*:*:*♥
WELL IF THAT'S TRUE THEN WHY THE HELL DID SHE LEAVE ME AGAIN. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND THIS AT ALL IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM
"baby how can someone not love you. your amazing"
"i love you baby <3"
"i love you trish <3"
"babygirl, your so amazing. im so lucky to have you as my girl n i love you so so sooo very much <3 mwah xoxoxo"
"I miss you babygirl"
im still pretty confussed about what happened last night. we were fine n then all of a sudden you jus.. left. i kno i said id chase after you n i tried as much as i could at the time. its jus.. everything kinda hit the fan at once. not even 5 minutes after you broke up with me, i got a call n ended up havin to go to the er room. i went from drinkin wit my cousins to gettin broken up with to the er to gettin drunk n takin a girl home with me. i jus.. idk i got really messed up at the er n it brought bck some memories of my past n i went bck to the bar after n got drunk. n i took a girl home. never thought id do tht but i guess i did.. i jus dnt understand what happened to make you wanna leave trish. i mean, you promised you wouldnt leave or try to leave n then you jus left. i mean, i kno we both had fucked up nights last night but you pretty much pushed me away totally n idk.. i jus dnt kno right now babe.. idk what to think or do.
i want to be with you trish. i would have fought more then i did last night but i was at the er n i couldnt really txt. i want to be with you. if i didnt want to then i wouldnt be. simple as tht.
n i went to the er with adarra.. her grandpa is dyin n she called n asked if i would go with her casue i was the only person other then family who met him..
idk i jus.. everything seemed to slap me in the face at once last night n my way of dealin was gettin drunk. idk, you broke up wit me outta nowhere. you promised you wouldnt do tht again
Oh hindsight. I hate your fucking guts. |
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