I am married. Not happy. But working on it.
I have had this guy best friend for 11 years. We've always talked dirty to each other. We know all of each other's secret's. Secret's my husband has no idea about.
So I can just be myself with him. He know's what I like.
So we talk dirty. It's harmless, isn't it?
I have always wanted to be with my friend, but it's impossible. Right now he's backpacking in china and he's on his way to ireland tomorrow to backpack there for 2 1/2 weeks and then going back to Canada (where he lives.)
We've never met. We've only known each other threw webcam, messager, phone and snailmail.
But I know him more than anyone as he does me aswell.
My husband know's he's my friend. But he doesn't know I talk dirty to him and he doesn't know I sent him a chest photo of myself to him today.
I feel guilty. But I know my marriage won't last. I know my friend will always be there.
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