I was fooling around with my boyfriend at his house. We are having our fun and then he puts my hand on his penis and then 5 minutes later, he randomly stops kissing me and says "i need to go turn out the lights in the kitchen." i was laying down on my back looking at the ceiling wondering what the hell? i don't get him sometimes. sometiems i feel like i am not doing a good enough job. i hate feeling like that.
That is odd. If you two haven't had sex, maybe he's trying to "control" himself? Or maybe he's cheating?
You should ask him why he leaves like that. I would.