and again..

04/14/2011

soo since my last entry..Ive not seen andrew, have been texting back and fore though, i won't see him til saturday though. the gist of it is he keeps texting saying how he wishes i was there and maybe we could 'have some fun' - not entirely sure what he means by that as I dont know what his idea of 'fun' is! Hmm! he asked me where i was last night, and i said at my mate's house as we usually have a girls night on a wednesday; and he said ' i bet theyre teasing you about me'..to which i responded with 'oh i havent told them much [total lie], wasnt sure if i should or not, because i didn't know if it was gonna get a repeat performance' ...and he answered saying we should just 'let it build' before telling people. right now I'm happy with that anyway, it's kinda nicer to keep it to ourselves i reckon for a bit. well whatever, we'll see how it goes. I'm probs gonna stay there saturday night after work anyway.

feel so shattered today, havent slept properly for ages, oooh on a more exciting note, chloe finally had the baby today! Esme Rose was born at 10:37 am today, weighing 6lb 9oz 4 days overdue, she had a ridiculously quick labour, considering, went in around 8:30 and baby was born about 2 hours later! Magic! Gonna pop over tomorrow some time between work and stuff, give her tonight off at least =)

in other news..i was speaking to dave's sister on facebook chat earlier, just telling her chloe had the baby and this that and the other, and she said that dave was apparently carrying a picture of me around with him =/ i don't know how true that is..and i had to run downstairs to answer the phone, but when i got back, she'd gone out and dennis was at the pc instead, so i was chatting to him for a bit..apparently he is carrying a pic of me (god knows why?) and he kept asking if I'd take dave back, he's 'changed' apparently, eating better, blah blahblah, but the fact of the matter is 1) he's with tasha, and i wouldnt want to go back with someone who'd been shagging someone else. 2) if it wasnt working before, what's gonna change? nothing. 3) i told him I wouldnt go back to him; and with what's going on with Andrew, I dont want to anyway. my life is better without him as a boyfriend..sounds horrible but it's true. I can't let him get the idea that i want to get back with him, because I dont. all the lies, horrible words and the fact he used to hit me when he got angry means I just cannot go back there. I havent mentioned that I'm semi-seeing someone either. not really any of his business tbh =/