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for not making me feel like a complete fatass :]
last night i realized to cut my number of friends in half. i have good reason. im sick and tired of being so selfless all of the time and getting stepped over.
april stopped our friendship for a guy she just met so she could suck his dick when he got drunk. i made ammends, when i shouldn't have. she hasn't changed. yesterday she wouldn't leave my house when i was had plans with nick and sarah (she had been here for 28 hours at the time) so i had to ditch them to make her happy and they both got mad at me. sarah is gone for the wknd too. the girl who keeps me sane at albany. she should never be treated that way. april also uses me for money, asking me to get sushi since she doesn't have cash then 10 mins after i buy it she miraculously finds cash in her purse to buy herself cotton cany -_-
i have nothing in common with brit. and last night i asked her (to test her) "who would you sleep with: dave, john, cory, or brandon?" dave and john are my exs and ive told her a THOUSAND TIMES it pisses me off when she talks about them. and she said "its between dave and john.." -_-. she LOVES cory and DATED brandon YETTT she STILL wants to get with my ex bfs. AND she said "im gonna bring dave to prom". my longest relationship... i told her it upsets me but she still does it.
veronica guilt trips me into hanging out with her then disrespects me. she tells me to make a "jam cd" so i make one for road trips and she makes fun of my music and puts in nickleback for 4 hours who she knows i hate. and she judges me for being with a 17 yr old eventhough shes casually having sex with a 56 yr old and lying about her ago to him. fuck her too.
im sick of ppl complaining i dont make time for them when im home. maybe i dont make time for you cause you make me feel like shit when im with you. id rather spend my time with nick who makes me happy, id rather spend my time with sarah who makes me laugh (who i could also never be mad at), and megan marks who is awesome. and FUCK megan barr too. shes making nick upset and ditching the group for quake... shes been friends with nick for 12 years. fucking bitch. this is nicks last year home, and theyre going to treat him this way? no wonder hes up my ass when im home.
so, ive cut my number of friends from 11 to 3 :] nick, sarah, and megan marks. fuck everyone else, and now ill have more time to text you bloop-lovelies :] i miss being close to amanda and jessi. and im going to get closer to the heather's :]
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I'm glad you're standing up for yourself. Don't let people walk all over you. You're so nice and so sweet and you should have friends who treat you well instead of taking advantage.
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