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Ohhhh god. So much has been going on lately. I don't know where to even start.
Time with the boyfriend was good  not as much of it as I would hope, but, I think right now it's to be expected. I think he's pretty much decided not to even continue pursuin something in the field he's got his degree in, in favor of making this whole screen printing thing with his friend work out. Apparently they've made some big strides lately, so, I'm pretty stoked for him, he's feeling REALLY optimistic about it. It's been quite interesting to see how it's affected his personality to get this excited about stuff. I love him so much.
A friend of mine called me today and asked if I would do him a favor...asked him what it was and he asked me if I would marry him. He's having trouble with his visa and paperwork for citizenship and said it would "only" be until he could get his citizenship. I, obviously, told him I couldn't do it...He's hurt, but I think it's more because he's scared then anything. He's lived here since he was 15, served in the Marine Corps...I'm really not sure how he's not a citizen already, it's something I try not to stick my nose into, but...wow. I wish him the best, but, I've got an incredible boyfriend that I refuse to fuck things up with for this. If I were single, I might entertain the idea. But no. Not now. Not now.
Kids are doing great....All three completely finished dinner tonight, which is like, a small miracle in and of itself. There's always someone I have to battle about it with, so, I was stoked. Jude seems to be picking up new words/phrases every day, and he's definetely got a new favorite - he'll run around in the living room in circles "dancing" til he falls over and then he goes "uhh-ohhhh" or he'll throw somethin (pretending he "Dropped" it) and say the same. Never fails to make me giggle. Late last week he said "I love you" for the first time, and a few days later, "night night", which obviously made my day. Kyle missed both of them and was totally bummed about it. It's cute how involved he is with the kids. I really honestly do think that he loves the kids as much as he loves me, and that feeling, is incredible. he's protective and caring an..god, everything I could have possibly wanted.
I think tonight I am going to call it an early night. I'm so damn tired from the lack of sleep I have been getting lately. Yay, insomnia - you are most definetley NOT my friend. Bleh. Whatever...I think I'm going to pass out early tonight though, for sureee.
 
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