Crazy says no to a puppy.
Just reminds me the I should be saving to get my own place.
Cause my mother is too busy and stressed to deal with something I'm going to be taking care of.
Fuck.
*edit*
Have I mentioned that I was the only one who was helping with (and still is helping with mind you) the bills in the house? That I'm the one who bought the dog and cat food this and last month? And the rat food? That even before my brother and his wife moved out I was the one doing all that? They didn't pay rent. They were supposed to but didn't.
I would be the one paying for the dog, paying for it's vet bills, cleaning up after him.
I'm already doing that with the rest of the critters.
What the fuck.
Not even a question anymore. Just a flat statement about the universe sucking currently.
What The fuck.
I'm activated and upset. And it isn't fair.
And somehow my mother has the magical ability to make me feel like shit about it like I should feel bad because there's something that I want.
I need my own place.
One that permits pets... and not overbearing annoying mothers.
Maybe they'd stick a shock collar on her for me... like keeping a dog inside the fence but the opposite.
Get her the fuck away from me.
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