Good news,
I've been sober for 3 days now.
My mom actually walked with me to the park and back.
Been going on lots of walks lately. Like 5-10 a day. It helps.
But other than that I lay in bed crying,
I smashed my iPhone on purpose.
Nobody can reach myself.
Tomorrow I am going to stay with my brother and his family.
He offered and he wants to help me.
Maybe my parents are actually helping. |