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08/08/2012

[ SOMETHING THAT I’V BEEN HOLDING IN FOR AWHILE NOW FOR A MONTH]

While back when I went to my aunts, my aunt’s house and my cousin’s girl had her baby shower. Well, let me skip to where me and my other cousin(girl 37 or 38) anyway we helped take it to my cousin’s girl’s apartment and all hell broke loose. She lies and knows how to push my cousin’s buttons. Well he went psyco on her. He hit her, tried to choke her and threw stuff and she has this high table set and he shoved that and I thought he was going to brake it. She threw a candle at him and it almost hit me. It was crazy. I mean He needs to walk away & calm down & last time I heard after that whole thing the broke up. He has not right to hit her even if she wasn’t pregnant. Even if she’s a Lier and a bitch no women deserves to be abused. She’s not right either lying about shit and stuff. I won’t to, go into detail because it wasn’t really my business to know.

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Nothing really all that much going on but, the third was one of my nephew’s 7th birthday. I can’t believe how hold he’s gotten and he’ll be going into 2ed grade! My sister ‘n law turns 34 on the 20th and she said she wants this book which I can’t think of the name. But she said it’s in the same genre of Fifty Shades of Gray. She Raves about Fifty Shades all the time saying how it’s really good. She said she’s going to give me all three books so that I can read them. It would be something me and her can talk about. That’s not negative about my brother it’s gets tiresome. Though when she talks about her family and stuff I think it’s better than talking about my bro but at least we can talk about “books” I gave her a few books to read. So hopefully she’ll like them.

Anyway, I miss going to Barns & Nobles . Because of our “condition” we really can’t get anywhere. Though we’ll just gonna have to make due then. I’m tired of people telling me that I’ll be saying “ why did I wait so long to get my licens” or something along those lines. I KNOW that there is more freedom . I KNOW you don’t have to rely on other people. BUT THOSE WORDS OR CLOSE TO THOSE WORDS with never leave my lips let alone touch them. I do have the manual and I haven’t even touch it. Why? I don’t know I don’t want it. Not because of fear just have no desire to drive and I don’t know where that comes from. I do know that I have to get because I have to not because I want to.

Okay I’m going to end with a question. What is your ideal job? [anything goes]

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