goodbye jane.
the visit with my doctor today was interesting.
i have to go back in a few weeks for a "talk".
the devestating news,
may turn out not to be so bad.
could fucking kill the doctor from the clinic.
but,
some weight has been lifted.
i hope all turns out well.
apparently,
all the other shit happening to me,
could be all a result of anxiety,
and i guess i just never thought to put them all together.
i just thought i had a hundred different problems.
turns out, could just be one.
i used to hate going to my doctor.
but after today,
i really feel good about it.
i think i'm going to go more often.
thank goodness for free health care.
after this past fucking year,
i would be so in so much debt.
it has been a crazy 2009.
here's to a good 2010.
its so close.
i'm praying for a good year.
i haven't posted a picture of myself in.
who fucking knows.
i love my new hair.
i love supertramp.
today i feel happy.
and i really like it. |
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I've missed your happiness, Wifey. Thank the doctors for me. Please let me know what's been going on. I lost the card that I got from you a couple Christmases ago so I can't write to you. I need your address so we can actually keep in contact. With me being in school and you not really being online, I can never chat anymore. Please please get back!! 
