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you can't unthink a thought;
by amanda dawn

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you're wrong;

03/04/2009

when its right.

had my mri today.
i had to lay in that machine for well over an hour.
something was digging into my head.
they didnt have to sedate me.
thank goodness.
i prayed for peace & it worked.
time to reconsider the paths i chose to walk down.
i almost paniced (sp?) near the end & pressed the button.
but i just held on.
i didnt want to have to do it all over again.

i had to get contrast,
because the doctor saw something he wanted to see better.
hopefully its nothing.
fingers crossed.
results in a week.

im really glad thats over with.
i dont want to ever have to do one again.


ryan leads me on & then runs away.
i do not understand him at all.
its his birthday tomorrow,
but ive decided im not going.
its going to be all these girls,
annoying me.
probably its just jealousy.
but. i dont know.

if you dont want me,
then just say so.
but stop pouncing on my every chance you get.


i hate men.

& i need drugs.

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You don't need drugs. You are perfect the way you are. Breathe. Come see me!

[kel-syStar|0 likes] [|reply]

whats the mri for???

[MasterMindedStar|0 likes] [|reply]

i hope it's nothing too.

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