Kai

02/03/2009

I have been compelled of recent to... I'm not sure how to describe this. Make peace, I suppose, is the closest I can come, with Kai. I spent the better part of last night and this morning crafting him an email, based partially on a longer transcript of the chat I posted in a previous entry.

His initial response was one line:

"Ah... poor young one. You are indeed exiled. You may be finding your way, again, though. I would like that."

This made me inordinately and indescribably happy.
I cannot explain how this touched me. Perhaps if one does not know him, one cannot picture how he would say this, and so it loses something. But I know.

Very rarely, Kai and I would have "moments". They were, as one would expect, more precious due to scarcity.
This was one.