So I've been reading some diaries today.. pretty fun, it's interesting reading the 10 day challenge diaries. Anywho... went shopping today. Shopping is one of my addictions. I'm sure that in a good ten years I'll be on an episode of hoarders, lol. Been feeling pretty down today I don't know if it's another one of my getting older episodes, or if its because I'm lonely or both or what. And you may think it's ridiculous for a 19 (tomorrow) year old to have a nervous breakdown about getting older but I do, every year since I turned 15. Is there a phobia for that? lol. I have a lot of odd fears that I think I am sure there are phobias for. Another one is cafeterias. I'm completely fine with eating in restaurants (unless they are too crowded) but put me in a cafeteria and I just hate it. I feel like I'm unwelcome to sit with people so I sit by myself, and then I feel like a loser. And then I start to worry about people watching me eat, which I'm sure they aren't but in that moment, in my mind. They are.
Listened to a song with Lil Wayne in it today... LOVE IT!! Bow Chicka Wow Wow.
So along with reading other people's diaries I must say I'm jealous of the backrounds and sigs. I am no good with HTML, so if anyone wants to offer diary pimping help it would be greatly appreciated. Work soon.
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ryc: they figured she threw up because she had been so worked up for like 3 hours by then and never had formula before so a combo of both.
