People have shown why I have a right to be dissapointted in them. For some reason people don't want to bother being honest. If you don't want to see me again just tell me honestly. If you talk about how mature you are then talk to people in an honest way.
Then there is family. I understand not having forthought in some matters but honestly if I know that I will be needing to travel and not use my main car will be sure not to ditich my Ipod player that transmits FM. I'm not going to sell it the moment I buy a radio with the Ipod connection because I might be needing it down the road.
Now I have to listen to someone telling me how love and all of that is for them. Honestly I could care less about others. I don't know really anymore life is getting harder on me. I'm just having troubles fitting in with the rest of the world. In some ways I feel more alone then anyone else I know. Perhaps it's the price I have to pay for being the me that I am. |