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Your face is everywhere...
Nothing seems to be the way it used to
Time; Others; Dreams
have come between our love
love.
I just don't understand
and I ask myself,
"What happened to us?"
Just tell me the truth.
It may be a bitter pill to swallow,
but I need to know
the truth, even if it brings a tear
'cause I'll cry if I have to.
Right now I feel like my world is spinning out of control. I can't see the future, I can't live in the present, all I can see is the past and all the wrongs I've done. I feel like I have no hope. I'm falling back into old habits and I'm scared. I'm so angry and devestated at the turn that life has given me. I'm trying to keep my head up but I have no hope. I had so many dreams and goals, but they've completely vanished before my eyes in what seems like seconds. Everything I've worked for, everything I've hoped for...it's all gone. I'm haunted by the past and it keeps me awake at night, tossing and turning for hours at a time. My body's become numb to sleeping pills and I don't know who I am anymore. I thought I knew who I was but I guess I was wrong. They say, "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger," but right now I feel that I'll never be strong until I get through this rough patch and if I'm able to find myself that will bring on better days.
"...I should let it out, it's time to let you go/Oh baby, I just wanna know..."
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