[o23.] Phoenix.

"It's never easy to understand why memories hold our hand, but people let go."




Seriously, if I hear about 1 more centimeter of snow I will scream. F'realz this is enough. I had school today. Boring, I know.

I'm planning on getting my first tattoo SOON!! Which is exciting to me! :) I plan on getting a Phoenix with this quote about the Phoenix surrounding it. It's gonna hurt bad but ehh, pain is love.

I'm obsessed with the Phoenix. I wrote a really good poem about a Phoenix. I'll include it at the end. I wrote the poem and want to get a Phoenix tattooed on me because at this point in my life I feel like a Phoenix. I've been burned...and burned bad, and now it is time for me to rise up from the ashes and spread my wings again. I may be young, but I feel like I'm wise. I've been through a lot in the eighteen years I've been alive. I feel like I can be compared to a Phoenix. Because a "brand new" Phoenix is mentally wise, but physically, the Phoenix is young. This is how I feel. I'm still young and curious, but from my previous experiences, I've gained crucial wisdom. :)

"Burned into rebirth with flame and smoke
Hold my breath; I do not choke.
Up from ashes I come alive
Though burned with fire I survive.
Brush soot off my feathers
and spread my wings to prepare to fly
To begin a life not foreseen.
For I am new
and unlike you
I have reason to start
with a brand new soul as well as heart
I begin to walk
I hold my breath
and take to flight
into the darkness of the night.
But I am bright and full of color.
My eyes are wide with excitement and wonder.
With wisdom of elder
and new curiosity of child
I begin my life as one of the wild.
My soul is old,
with body new.
I am a myth;
a creature of legend.
I carry my strength on wings
throughout the Heavens.
With feathers of red, yellow, and gold
through my eyes I'll see eternity
with immortality your "forever" becomes my never."