LostDreams2009
by LostDreams09

Falling Apart

01/24/2009

FROGGIE!

Emotional Girl!!!!! Ugh! I feel like screeming, I feel so down and that I just want to give up on life. My car is stil broke and I really don't trust it. I am told that something different is wrong with it everyday and my dad told me not to drive it tomorrow until I get it fixed but my boyfriend said tonight that he is tired of taking me places. All I have asked of him to do is take me to work and to school, and I even stayed home from school y-day on purpose so he could sleep. But what do I get for trying to me nice? This BS! At first I thought that it was alternator and my belt thing but now I am just told that I need a tune up and a new battery. But you know what. I just want to get a new one. My parents and I were working on getting a car from a friend of my other guardians but she f**ked that up tonight. She said that I don't need a new car and that I am a spoiled brat! What a b**ch! She needs to keep her mouth off of me. anways i guess i am going to go because i am tired and i've had a rough day and I feel like I'm falling apart. My heart is broken, my mind feels like it is going to explode and I just want to crawl in a hole and never leave. if anyone has any advice on how to calm my nerves down it would really help. Oh yeah I have to work from 10:30 to 4 tomrrow and guess what I have to drive my car! UGH!!!!!!

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RYC Hes not the kind to scare, but I think that he does understand that we need more 'us' time.
Except I think he likes having all of his friends around when we go to do that.

I take every Sunday (I dont work Sundays) to go down to the coffee house and I bring my laptop and read or get on the internet.
I take it as kind of like 'my time' and I can get away from everyone.

Sometimes I dont know why I put up with him and his crap lol.
<3 Sarah