Pinkness

04/20/2009

So I'm on my diet again. Properly this time cos it got a bit hazy there towards the end of the holiday. Have to admit re-starting it now isnt nearly as bad as when I first started it. Maybe my appetite really has shrunk!?
What else interesting happened today? Not much really. Had a fag just before geography and it made me all sick and I felt a bit dizzy and made a balls up of my mock exam. I couldn't do it anyway. Much too difficult.
German tommoro. Not much I can do but worry. Gonna do some shopping as well, even though I should save my money for those shoes before they sell out.
Urgh was talking to Keighley on the bus in today. She was (insensitively) rabbiting on about her dad and shit. She manages to overlook the fact that he's a doting parent who's always loved her and has stayed with them and cares for them and shit. And she has a little argument and suddenly he's this big ogre. And some other stuff but I dont even like thinking about that let alone typing it. So I was just sitting there like yeah . . .yeah . . .uh huh. Whatever man. If you were really that bothered you wouldn't be plugging away at it on a crowded bus. Fuck sake. But its ok cos I got something she dont.
People have been saying I look different today and I dont know why. I dont feel much different lol. Oo0o poppers on wednesday.