so im writing my 1st entry so if anyone reads this they will know what its about. well its about me. and my daughter bella (nickname. thats all ya get.) and her dad gary. gary and i have been together for 4 years. and its been good. and bad. and great. and horrible. and then complicated.
bellas 14 months. and since shes been born...ive done it all. all the changings, all the baths, all the feedings, puttin to bed, dealing with sickies. all of it. gary works a fulltime job so thats his main excuse. see bella doesnt sleep thru the night. sometimes shes up once...sometimes 4 times. and he never gets up. even now on his off days he doesnt. so we fight. and now im on meds for anxiety.
oh & i start talkin to a therapist thursday.
so ya..thats my life in a nutshell. fantastic mommy whos a basket case.
more to come.
thanks. <3 |