I started bleeding a little bit last night. It was red at first, now its brown. I know brown means old blood. Im just feeling pretty unsure about this pregnancy. Although I have had a bit of bleeding with my other 2 babies, im more worried this time I think. I know im not very far along though so it wouldnt be surprising if I had a miscarriage.
I just hate the unknown. Im not going to freakout and go to the ER like I did when I was pregnant with Genna because i know there is nothing they can do--they would probably just say its a threatened miscarriage and send me home and im pretty sure that would just make me feel worse. So I guess im spending the weekend wondering. Ill call my dr on Monday and ask him to do an u/s to see if everything is developing how it should be.
Did I mention that I didnt start bleeding until after Ellec and I had sex last night? I dont know if there is a connection.
On a brighter note, I did go to the OB yesterday. I had an appt already scheduled to talk about my cervix so when I told him I was pregnant he said it wont be a big deal and they will just do a colposcopy (biopsy) sometime in the middle of the pregnancy to make sure the cells are progressing. He seemed really positive about how it all would go.
So Im just hoping things are ok. But Ellec said we will try again if I do miscarry--should that make me feel better? lol, I dont know.
I hope you all have a good weekend. We are just going to hang out and relax I think. |